Saturday, December 28, 2013



love and hurt and thinking

they bind us together they keep us alive, breathing

just barely and violently.

Saturday, March 16, 2013


the grind

the nothingness

the smallness of every day


the weight



                       sinking in



                       of nothing



                                                           
                                                                      the wondering


                  
                      the waiting


the endless waiting.

please hold me together.

Friday, March 8, 2013





when your chest caves deeper than it should..



                                      

                           you're barely even breathing. 















so you go on aching.







Thursday, January 31, 2013







like a blank slate- waiting to be written upon.
stinking eyes and a dizzy head.
the cutting wind blazing through the naked trees- just stand there.
deep breaths- caving chest- it still hurts at night.
everything is fine in the darkest blue of the starless sky.
everything is fine.
there's a stranger in the mirror.


Saturday, January 26, 2013

stupid enough to care

i look back at an old me
i look back at that young me, that old me.
that silly old, young fool.
i recognize the mistakes, i've dealt with the regret.
later rather than sooner, i moved on.
and now i don't know where to go.
and i know thats ok.
cos' i'm here living and loving right.
i have nothing left to say. 
and everything left to give.